So much!!

Jul. 18th, 2019 05:56 pm
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So... A lot has happened, y'all! I'm sorry I haven't updated, but I've been feeling pretty wrung out for a while.

The temp assignment I was doing wasn't super great? Like, it seemed fine! But once I got on the floor and started taking calls at the call center, I was doing between 55-60 calls per day of, like, active and involved customer service with zero downtime at all. I also learned that the company I was working for doesn't let employees use the restroom outside of their scheduled break and lunchtimes unless the employee clocks out while they're away from the computer. Y'all... I am a thirty-four year old woman. If I want to take a piss on the company dime, you can bet your ass that's exactly what I am going to do, you know? So, I was looking for a way out ASAP. The money and the location were great, the people I was working with were all really nice and pleasant to interact with, the job itself was the pits.

Then, out of nowhere, an old co-worker messaged me and asked if I wanted to work with her again. I'd left this company after transferring departments and I had a really bad and stressful experience after my transfer. Long story short, J was having some really bad emotional problems at that time and after trying to work with the department head and getting nowhere, raising my concerns with the former owner of the company, and finally getting denied a transfer back to my old department, I had to make a decision. I ended up with the choice between between the mental health of me and my wife or this job that couldn't meet me halfway, so the job went.

However, the company has had some MAJOR changes. The old department head and former owner have been ousted and a lot of the problems that were endemic to the company have been resolved. So, I went back to the original department I'd worked in. I've only been there for two days, but it's already been a pretty restorative transition.

Plus, it's a permanent job. The new branch manager offered a hefty pay increase from what I was earning last time I was there (which was a whole other problem, in and of itself. Two promotions and zero raises! Woo!) and I'm guaranteed annual raises.

So there's that! A lot of moving and shaking! J's trip to Baltimore went well, except for an evening she spent with her parents where they harassed her about going to graduate school (which she's not interested in) and us buying a house (which would be nice, but we live in Seattle and aren't bazillionaires.) Other than me changing jobs like it's going out of style, life has pretty much plodded along. Because of how stressful that temp job was, I haven't been doing too much art. Here's a little Dragonair I did with Ohuhu markers!

Dragonair
Print available via Deviantart
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...But a sexy Edwardian! The sharpest-eyed and keenest of memory among you might recognize her face--I drew her on my sexy Victorians/Edwardians page when I did the 100 Heads Challenge. I love her. I don't know who she is or where she was from, but I have a pretty damn hard history crush on her. Her beautiful face! Her impeccable riding clothes! THAT POSE!!! *swoon*

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Edwardian Lady

As always, print available via DeviantArt

I had never thought that pastel pencil would take over my love of traditional graphite pencils, but here we are!

I didn't end up getting either of the job offers and J is suspicious that something might be going on with one of my references. I don't know who, though... Everyone I list is someone that I know, like, and trust and who offered to be used AS a reference. I never left a job having been decided as un-rehireable by HR... Not gonna lie, the thought had absolutely crossed my mind, but I can't imagine that it's the case. But, like, one of the jobs was part time in a pizza place call center. I am ABSOLUTELY qualified, the interview went great, and I was genuinely enthusiastic about a--let's be honest--less-than ideal position. My availability seemed basically in line with what they needed. Maybe I wanted more hours than they could reasonably offer? I don't know... It all seems weird. I'm sure we're both overthinking it.

The other job I knew I'd lost after I told who I found out later was the CEO that my experience at Amazon had been weird and then, right after I learned the interviewer I'd met with was the CEO, learned he had been in upper level leadership at Amazon before moving on to making his own company. So, you know, oops! Amazon was SUPER weird, though, and I'm not gonna lie about it. Either way, I've got the temp position lined up so I'm not completely freaking out anymore. But it still seems really weird to both of us that I had all these interviews that all seemed to go really well and didn't get any actual job offers over the last seven months. To be fair, I definitely was interviewing for slightly more involved work than I had done in the past, but fuck, man... I got a fucking promotion during interviews when I was interviewing for Goodwill. I don't know... Again, I'm sure J and I are both overthinking it because that's a thing we do, but it's still pretty weird.
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My mom always tells me that, more than anyone else she knows, I go into a situation smelling like shit and come up smelling like roses. Always, it seems like right when things are at their worst and I'm at my lowest, some kind of Good Luck Dispenser is triggered and I end up coming out not just ok, but actively well. I've chalked this up largely to my attitude about things--generally, when things are bad and I get despondent, I am so overwhelmingly happy about any good thing happening that ok news suddenly seems like the best news.

That's not what's happening here. I just filed my last week of unemployment benefits. There is no option to extend. In the few days since that happened, I have already booked a temp assignment (which sounds legit amazing and is in my neighborhood and has great pay) and I am looking down the barrel at possibly two job offers. I don't want to say I've already got them, since I still have another interview to go for one of the positions. But they shuffled a bunch of schedules around without my prompting so they could meet with me earlier in the week, so they're definitely keen.

Months, y'all. Months! Of nothing! WEEKS would go by without a peep from anyone! And now? Now, I'm overwhelmed for the exact opposite reason! I didn't do anything different, you know? The Good Luck Dispenser lever was just, like, switched on!

AND I STILL HAVE AN ART COMMISSION I NEED TO WORK ON.

When it rains it pours, I get it, but can I order a light drizzle, please? I'd be fine smelling faintly of plain old grass--I don't need roses. I'm absolutely beyond grateful, don't get me wrong! But I've just done a whiplash-inducing swerve from panicked about not having any work prospects and fretting about making rent to having to CHOOSE the most ideal work prospect and it's just... It's an awful lot. So I'm getting pizza and I'm watching Victorian Farm.
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This was another pretty interview-heavy week, though I'm pretty sure I won't know anything about any of these jobs until after the holidays. It's always a bit awkward trying to tell people how my interviews go because I am just one of those lucky bastards who naturally interview well. So, even if I don't think I'm super into, the interview tends to go well and I miss out on jobs more from lack of experience than from lack of charisma. So, the interviews all went well! But that just doesn't guarantee a hire for me!

I had a job interview today on Capitol Hill and since it was a nasty, windy, intermittently rainy day, I sat myself down post-interview and did some drawing ). The place where I interviewed was also DANGEROUSLY near the Blick art supply store in Capitol Hill and, well, I restrained myself as best I could. I'm going to call my mom on Saturday and, when I do, I'm going to thank her for buying me all those art supplies when I was in high school. Shit's expensive!! I played with the Faber-Castell alcohol-based brush pen markers and... Dang... They were nice. But, like, I have never colored with markers! So it's not like I need them! I need to stop spending money on art supplies that I play with once or twice and then never use! (I'm looking at you, oil pastels.) I just want to learn how to do/use all the things!

Then, I came home and did some more drawing ).

In between, I decided to document my real experience with the wind and put my phone up against my face and took some pictures of what my hair was doing. It has not been easy to see all week! Only one shot ) really fully expressed what my vantage has been like, so here it is.

J and I watched the Great British Bake Off holiday special and it was very nice, since GBBO is always very nice. J and I also decided not to put our tree up this year. We had our tree up for a REALLY long time last year and, well, it just hasn't been down long enough? We both were really carefully not talking about it as we were each hoping the other wouldn't bring it up. Once we finally breached the subject with one another we were both really relieved to know we were on the same page! We've only been together for, like, ten years so it's not like we know one another or anything. ;) So we have a pile of Amazon boxes that I've been referring to as our tree. At least it's less annoying if the cats knock it over than it would be if we had an actual tree up.

I'm hoping that J will feel up to seeing Mary Poppins this weekend. Fingers crossed! It seems like it's pretty charming and I'm kind of feeling like I'd like Emily Blunt if she did pretty much anything ever?

Busy week!

Dec. 10th, 2018 09:48 am
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When it rains, it pours, I guess! I have a second interview today for the job I interviewed for on Friday, I have an interview with another company on Tuesday, and an interview with a third company on Wednesday.

And here I thought I'd have time to get some drawing done this week!
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I went in not really expecting to want the job that much, but I left the interview really wanting the job a lot! The people there are really great and the work seems legit really interesting. I love what I saw of the company culture. Here’s hoping!

Job hunting

Dec. 5th, 2018 08:37 pm
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So, up until the end of October, I had a job that I really liked. The hours were good, the work was pretty chill but interesting, and the people were lovably strange. But the company decided to move our office from Seattle to Spokane, which is extremely too far to commute. Also, I'm married and my partner had recently gotten a raise and a promotion, so it didn't make sense at all for us to pack up and move so that we could live on my more modest income in an unfamiliar city.

All this means that I've been on the hunt and, god, I just DO NOT WANT to deal with it. I know that I basically live my life at a small fraction of my potential. I'm pretty ok with that, though. I like being a big fish in a small pond and I'm too much of a perfectionist/anxious person to risk putting myself in situations where I might be able to make mistakes. But there is literally no way to effectively communicate that in a way that doesn't make me sound like a 500% Bad Person: "Yeah, I know that I'm overqualified for this menial job, but I just want to phone it in and still be the best employee you have. Is that cool?"

Ugh. But what I really want is my unemployment to get approved so that I can at least have a little bit of money. We can live ok but not comfortably on my partner's income, but it's a lot less tight when I have even a little bit of something coming in. I've thought once or twice of doing art commissions, but then I run into the "I'm not good enough" series of thoughts.

No one's going to pay me to read fanfiction all day, but it would be awfully nice if they did!

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